[Most Recent Entries]
Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in
the shy, the lonely, the antisocial, the misfits' LiveJournal:
|Wednesday, August 5th, 2009|
Hi, I am new to this community and my name is Melanie. I am 18 years old and I have one friend who plainly put is not a good friend. I hang on to them because I am afraid to be completely alone. I know that I should find new friends but I am really shy when meeting new people. As I am typing I am really nervous about people reading this. I am not very sociable and I have a hard time expressing myself to others. I am very self-conscious which doesn't help any either. I also have a tendency to come off as rude and bitchy. I am tired of being viewed wrongly and people trying to take advantage of me. I am tired of feeling inferior to other people. I need new friends. If anyone else feels the same way as me add me as a friend. I need some. Current Mood: discontent
|Saturday, August 1st, 2009|
I am angsty and I am neither shy nor emo about it... which alienates me.
My name is Lauren and I have gone through/am going through a lot of stuff in my life that makes it hard to just live. I have depression, mild OCD, insomnia, mild parinoia, biploar disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder, and early onset arthiritis in my fingers which depresses me all the more because I may not be able to do all the creative stuff I want to do later in life. I'm a lot more mature than seventeen and I don't quite understand the crowd that is my age group and tend to push them away with words my fifty-year-old English teacher doesn't even know.
I hate being pretty and smart and skinny, because it makes people think I'm a prep or like to abuse my talents or whatever... I hate people calling me on a Saturday night and berating me for reading instead of hanging out with friends. I hate people asking me to write for them or do their homework...
And I hate that because of all this, and because I say it, people think "oh, just another suicidal emo" and think I'm trying to gain attention.
|Friday, July 24th, 2009|
Hello, I'm Victoria and I'm shy. I suffer from a mood disorder with audiotory halluncations. I like to read books and listen to music. I have very few friends and I'm very socially akaward. For example, before going to parties or other social events I have panic attacks. So please feel free to contact me. I'm tired of being lonely.
|Saturday, April 25th, 2009|
the pale white of nothing
it seems the boat we ride is not appreciated, and why should it be?
i like speaking in metaphors sometimes
its Jess. my name is one of the many things about me that don't stand out, along with my plain brown hair. and, well everything else
it doesn't help that i suck at talking to people
and yet i work as a checkout operator
ironic that is
i don't do anything, and perhaps that is where i can compare, this community stops me from dispare (?) my writing becomes far too creative sometimes
anyway im here because like others, i feel like nobody, in my day i do nothing notable, and i have no proper friends where i live now, the friends i had in my old hometown are slowly fading away, its to be said that i am not entirely blameless in this though.
oh well i should go and do nothing, as usual
|Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009|
If you can't tell, I'm new and will be joining this community.
hmmm, Well, I started out as a major snob back in grade school and thought I was better than everyone else. So I never made any friends. Except for this one boy who I unconciously like.
Several years later and I seriously regret I ever acted that way. I have completely lost my confidence from my earlier years and my personality flip-flopped. I only have a few friends, and even then I'm beginning to distance myself away from them. I've tried making new friends, but it's not easy to find good canidates that will understand that you aren't much of a talker and have the same interests as you. (i'm an otaku).
|Tuesday, April 14th, 2009|
Need help here.
I'm 18, I live in england, and I'm desperately lonely. I never really had many friends, I don't really go out as there's nowhere I'm welcome. After a long time trying, I realise that society doesn't want me. I need some way of not feeling lonely though, it feels like it's driving me insane.
I feel trapped. Like I've been imprisoned but not told what I did wrong. please help.
|Monday, April 13th, 2009|
Happy Easter ppl!!!!!!! Please follow me on twitter and if u don't have one please make one, they're free and fun. My URL is http://www.twitter.com/xCollinx0027
O, and please read my blogs and all that stuff
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|Thursday, March 5th, 2009|
Hi my name is Bridget. I'm new of course. I'm from Texas. I don't really fit in that much at school. I can't find that one group of people i can just connect with you know. Well snd messsages if you want to chat!
|Tuesday, March 3rd, 2009|
I'm basically invisible,I read alot and barely talk. I used to cut but I haven't in like a month so that's good. I have borderline personality disorder. I am actually a really nice person but people make fun of me all the time. When I try to talk to people I open my mouth but no sound comes out. No one listens to me anyway. That's pretty much me...
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|Monday, October 27th, 2008|
I invite you all to visit add_a_radical
a community in which its purpose is to link individuals together with common interests in the political spectrum--in particular the radical and revolutionary edges of the table. I created this community in the hopes of making new friends with similar views; as well as having the chance to meet different people who have varying experiences in life--I feel everyone should have a priority in their life that demands for them to speak their mind, and exercise freedom of expression and 'out of the box' thinking. I feel that most of the "Add_me" communities meant for meeting new writers on livejournal are somewhat lacking in these uniting interests, and thus, have felt obliged to create such a community as this one.
Hopefully this community will prove useful as a resource for activists and thinkers to meet new bloggers with common ideas.
Thank you for taking the time to read your invitation to the LRNC!
|Thursday, October 16th, 2008|
hi. my name is ellie. im painfully shyy... but i dont think ive ever been diagnosed with anything. but then again, ive never been to a doctor for anything like that. but ya anyway... i push everyone away, so much that i get in trouble from my mom for "being rude" although i was just being shy. she gets mad at me because i dont talk loud enough. i have a really mousy voice and i dont like yelling at all. it hurts my ears....i hate rejection, i hate talking to new people because if they are different than me then i am afraid that they will make fun of me. people have been making fun of me my entire life and ive never had any chance to escape the torment and the bullying. and all of the people i go to school with i have gone to school with my whole life and their whole life, so they remember all the crap they all used to say about me. it sucksss.....
|Monday, January 21st, 2008|
I'm not anti-social really, I just don't get out much. Not that anyone cares.
Most of my friends are like model worthy and one or two are skate punk rebels.
sleep, read, watch tv, or cook for my parents and brother. Boyfriend? Me? No. When people look at me, they see the girl. The fat girl, the weird girl, her, she.
My friends are the pretty girls, the talented girls, the ones with the girl. I came here so I could meet people that, maybe were a little like me.
so maybe I'll have more then my mom and grandma and communities. on my friends list. Current Mood: depressed
|Thursday, October 11th, 2007|
Greetings, I'm an introverted writer, so if you ever want a different perspective on things...just read. By the way im obsessed with quotes :)
“It is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth about how they feel. The smart ones keep themselves to themselves for good reason. Why would you want to tell anyone anything that's dear to you? Even when you like them and want nothing more than to be closer than close to them? It's so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can't say the things you want to.” - Henry Rollins. Current Mood: contemplative
|Sunday, October 8th, 2006|
This community seems slightly dead, but I thought I'd post and say hi and stuff anyway.
My name's Emma, I was actually looking for a community relating to Emily Dickinson, and found this instead. I could tell you a whole lot about myself, but I'm pretty sure no one cares. So I'll just say hello instead. Current Mood: awake
|Saturday, May 27th, 2006|
In the first entry of my journal, I briefly tell about a long series of recurring dreams I used to have at around early twelve. Those dreams describe everything in my life from birth to a little after the dreams finally ended. My life has been so darn weird... Well, anyway, I'm EXTREMELY shy--which in a highschool is automatically considered stoned, EXTREMELY anti-social, a hardcore loner, definite misfit.
Hello. My name is Katherine. Oekaki drawings of myself on the first entry of my six-day-old journal.
|Wednesday, May 17th, 2006|
I'm anitsocial, nearing-depression, self-resenting loner who has lost control of theirself.
I really resent myself. I'm just soo angry right now that I am very glad that I'm usually stable. Yesterday I realised that I've been unconciously bringing everything thing down around my head for the past year . . . I wouldn't be surprised if my only really close friend thinks that I need therapy right now if they got inside my head.
Next time I come I will probably be under control and I lot clearer and less angrier and less self-resenting. I'm not usually like this, though I'm antisocial.
People say loner like its a bad thing!!!
|Tuesday, February 14th, 2006|
|Thursday, October 27th, 2005|
the boys i meet are awful strangers;
they leave and do not tell me where.
they do not have the might to write,
and when opened up are full of air.
one drove a bullet through his face;
one drove a car to kalamazoo.
they disappear without a trace;
the boys i meet are awfully used
they come with words that rip and tear;
they form a lot of funny lies.
they like to trick my eager heart,
and bluntly beat my pretty eyes.
the boys i meet are awful strangers,
who tell me not to call past six.
they do not care if i am there,
but pay me mind when i can fix
the void within their lives you see,
as i am quite the prodigy.
the boys i meet are cellophane;
they are indeed such dreadful ghosts,
the problem here, the trouble being:
they are the ones i love the most.
i'm beginning to think that if you move faster than the world around you, you win. simple as that. i don't know why i post here, but i like it. a very good idea. Current Mood: apathetic
|Sunday, October 16th, 2005|
screaming into the void
i am a boring teenage girl
i am a tiny dot
my head is filled with things i've killed
and all the things i'm not Current Mood: sad